It’s not a big book and nor is it bulky with theology. It’s simply a new way to connect with God. I don’t know about you, but I struggle with prayer. I have several friends who can pray like nobodies business. Both in front of people and in their prayer closets. I actually don’t have too much trouble praying in front of others because I know the things to say. It’s the praying in private that I struggle with. I have a particular friend who is spiritually gifted in the area of intercession. She prays for God to burden her with the burdens of those she should pray for. Wow! I admire her for that and I’m so grateful when she is burdened for me.
But, my prayer life? Well, I make my list (which takes forever because I’m trying to think what should be on the list & how to word it) then I try to go through the list. My mind wanders. I think about my to-do list, not my to-pray list. I look out the window and think about the weather. I think about whether the load of laundry needs rescued from the dryer or needs to be washed again because the mildew has set in. I think about the crack in the ceiling…oops I’m supposed to have my head bowed. I think about the dirt under my fingernails. It goes on and on. I can’t stay focused. I doodle on my list.
I’ve also tried praying before I go to bed, but that ends up in sleep. I don’t necessarily think it’s a bad thing to fall asleep praying. I’d like to think God looks at me as I would my own children surrendering to sleep in my arms. However, I don’t think it should be the only time I pray. In fact, I know it shouldn’t.
There are books that are recommended to you by other people. There are books assigned to you. There are books that you choose depending on your mood at the time. Then, there are books that you understand you’ve been directed to by the Divine.
I didn’t go looking for this book, it found me. It was a Divine appointment because it was such a breath of fresh air for me.
It is precisely because my mind wanders and because I’m a natural doodler that this book found me. It showed me that just because praying off a list is tedious for me, prayer is not elusive. I can use my doodling as a prayer outlet. When I need to pray for my daughter as she’s selecting a college, I can write her name and doodle away all around it weaving color around her name and names of the colleges and the choices she must make; keeping my hands busy and so my mind can focus on the praying. It also allows me to open my heart when I have nothing to write and no words form, just color and shape. This frees up the Spirit to pray for me. Romans 8:26
You don’t need to be an artist to pray this way. In fact, I would think being an artist might be a limitation because an artist may look at their color prayers too critically. I know I’m not great at drawing so I’m less likely to notice if the heart I’ve drawn is more bloated on one side than the other. I’m not good at perspective either, but that’s okay because it’s God’s perspective I’m after.
If I’m rating this book gets a 5++++++++++++++ from me because I love my new artists’ sketchpad and markers and the prayers I’m creating.